Even thought I'm shy at first about meeting new people, it is something enjoyable . Every new relationship is like a new step in life. you can never know where someone can take you and what you can learn. Learning about people is not only enjoyable, but we can learn a bit about are self's. If we meet someone like our self, we get to see what everyone else sees, maybe even find changes that need to be made. Having friends around can keep us in check too. If it was not for friends in my life and people that care about me, I could not be where I am today. That being said, I've never been a good communication at online dating websites. Typing a message back and forth seems really dull. I can't get to know them in this type of setting. Yes, I understand that there is a lot of creepers online, but i just want to meet someone. I guess me not being a patient person can contribute to this hatred toward messaging form of interaction. The solution would be to just go out and meet people, but sometimes in life that's easier said than done. Why not go to a bar and meet people? My family has enough brokenness, I'm not going to add more. It's the "thing to do now", so I should get use to it. Well, so I started a Zoosk account and to meet anyone you really have to pay, with money. Thinking to my self, when did meeting people cast money. A little sadden about this, I began trying to trick "The Man" by putting my number somewhere on my page, so when people see my page they could get a hold of me. This seemed brilliant and I rejoice at my trickery. Then "The Man"demolished my accomplishment like a bully on a playground. With remorse and no ideas left i fell in to "The Man's" wallet. It was ok, because now I could chat, flirt, and mingle with so many single. Cute girls From places I never even heard from. I was finding out why people like the online dating fab. My happiness was shot lived because on further investigation I was only one who paid for it. Taking time to think about my foolish error, I came to a conclusion. If I send my number in a message they will get it, because they can read the first so many letters of the message. So, in my mined, I took one for the team. Now people can meet me and text. It went great for the next couple of days, until this message: Like hell your ugly why would I you freak n creeper.
Even words on a screen can strike the heart, wounds the soul, and bring the rain
Why should I hurt from naive finger on keys, not ever knowing, not ever caring
Even retaliation would allow the word to consume me, and bring me pain
Why not let go and be free, fly in to the sunshine and stop the rain
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